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Tears

Tears. The single drop of water that drips from your eyes. The wetness that disrupts the serenity of your cheeks. The silent indication of your inner feelings.

Maybe they do not reflect on the inner feelings. Maybe it's just a fluke, that may only be portraying the shell of your soul. Whichever, both are similar enough that the tears are the same. Each tear trickles down your cheek to nowhere.

Sometimes you cry for no reason. Sometimes life may seem so frustrating or impossible that all you can do is sit down and cry and think about those who committed suicide and how maybe they had the right idea. Why live when you have nothing to live for? Sometimes your human nature catches hold of you, and tangles you into a mess you can't free yourself from. Or at least muddles your brain enough to make you feel that way.

Even the happiest moments of your life are not so happy. They may be tainted with bitterness, controlling your mind to start shutting down, to start hating the miserable world around you. And then the tears spill out.

The tears. Be mindful of the tears. They only dramatize situations, though may help you feel more control in yourself enough to start enjoying the nature around you. But they leave every memory bittersweet, and should be controlled as much as possible.
~01/18/12