New RR

I Have No Clue What This Is

Sometimes life just doesn't seem real. Sometimes the things you take for granted suddenly don't make sense anymore. Sometimes one small detail can change your view of the world forever.

Well, that hasn't happened to me. Naw, it has. Well not really. Actually, I'm not sure.

I happen to be extremely short for my age, I'm fourteen and I'm not even five feet. Almost, but not. I know I'm short. It's like a subconscious thought that lingers in my head, and others. But when I think about it, it doesn't even make sense.

Like how can I be short? Everyone is the same. And why should I be short? Why can't I be like the others, who are tall? I'm not frustrated, but confused. What's the deal here?

And why am I not flexible? Are we really that different?

Sometimes you get really bored. Sometimes you haven't written anything interesting in while. Sometimes you decided to make a new post and write something completely random, just type whatever flows through your fingers.

TeamBooBooSeth

Lol. I just came across this new team yesterday and I find it a pretty weird name. But I happen to be on that team anyway, cause it's Mr. Boo Boo Stewart of course.

(This is just a current phase. In about two weeks it'll pass. Just live with me for now.)

So let me tell you why got into this. I have the book Breaking Dawn, and it had been sitting in my bookshelf for months. I'd already read it of course, I read it when I first got it. But I usually read a book at least ten times without getting bored of it. So after a while of staring at it,  the biggest, fattest, blackest book, just laying there all alone on my shelf, I picked it up and turned to the first page.

Now. I never was obsessed with the Twilight Saga, even after reading them all and watching them all. But nevertheless, as soon as I got about a quarter into the book, I had trouble putting it down. I found myself just sitting in my room and reading all day long.

Maybe it was just the nagging thought that I hadn't seen the movie yet. But I think it's mostly because it was a good book, and it had Jacob's point of view there. Which had Seth in it. Which was awesome.

NO. Not because of Seth. Like I said, it was a good book.

So how I started getting into the Seth mode:
Honestly, I forgot he existed. But reading about him in the wedding, watching how easygoing he was, ESPECIALLY his conversations with Jacob when he finds out he broke off from the pack with him, they all made him very likeable.

The conversation I like the most: (This may not be exact, writing it off the top of my head)

Jake: Stop being so...optimistic. It's getting on my nerves.
Seth: Sure. You want me to be all doom and gloom or just shut up?
Jake: Just shut up.
Seth: Can do.
Jake: Really? I don't think so.
Seth: *silence

Haha, that just makes me laugh every time.

Anyway, that's what made me like him the most. And that's when I started stalking Boo Boo Stewart ( the actor) on Youtube and watching interviews and everything possible about the movie.

And, so now, I am officially on TeamBooBooSeth!

Ha.
~fira~

Mad beyond all levels

So I'm mad about something stupid. You have a problem with that?

So for the past week and a half I've been begging to go see The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1. Finally, on Sunday, my dad agreed to go with me, since no one else would, and said we'd go on Monday.

Turns out Monday, my parents are out the WHOLE DAY trying to figure out what car to buy between two that they narrowed down to. So they come back past the time the show would have been at.

"It's okay. We'll go on Wednesday. I'll come home from work early then," my dad consoles me.

Okay. First, I'm not a crazy Twilight obsessed fan or anything. But since it's going to go out of theatres like really soon, I'm getting desperate to see it. And my desperation ate at me so much, that all I did on Tuesday and today was go on the computer and watch clips of the movie, interviews, and stuff with BooBoo Stewart (actor of Seth Clearwater) in it.

Finally, at 6:45, me and my dad leave to Oakridge to see the movie. I'm like in a really good mood, because I'm thinking, FINALLY! So we get there. First, it takes forever to find parking, because it's just so full. Then, when we finally go to the ticket counter and ask for the tickets, the person says SOLD OUT! And that was like the only show for today!

I'm like what the heck? It;s a Wednesday night, a working day tomorrow, and plus the movie has been out for over a month. Why is it sold out now, when most of the people who watch are so crazed that they'll see it on the opening weekend?

Fine. There is another mall nearby that we can go to. (Mercado.) It's the only other theatre playing the movie, it's been out so long. The show is twenty-five minutes after the one at Oakridge, so we go there. By the time we get there, and find parking in another completely crowded place, walk all the way to the ticket counter, wait in a super long line, and finally say we want tickets for it, the person says there are four tickets left. Now that wasn't really good, because the seats would probably be all scattered, but we decided to take them anyway.

Then, right in front of us, the dude said, "No, there's only one seat left. Oh, now none."So basically, we just watched the movie get sold out RIGHT IN FRONT OF US.

The only other show today is at 12:45 AM. I was begging my dad to go to that one, because it would be pretty cool to go to a midnight show ;) but he said no, because he has to go to work and he can't afford staying up that late.

So basically, since my dad has meetings tomorrow, we can only go on Friday. This annoys me like big time. So if you talk to me, and I snap at you, well sorry. I can't frickin help it!!!

Part 2

Nah, I don't feel like doing one, so there.

Christmas Gifts Part 1

This morning, I woke up around 10:30 maybe. I knew it was time to open presents, but honestly I was just so tired, I ignored all the calls to come and get ready. My brother and dad finally came and knelt down next to me and began tickling me. I'm not really ticklish, except for when my dad is at the job.

They got bored of my ignoring and walked away. Sighing, I hid under the covers but found I couldn't sleep anymore. Disappointed, I stood up drowsily, trying desperately to open my eyes. It was a struggle, mostly because last night I'd worn my contacts too long and my eyes were too dry.

Walking over to the bathroom in the friend's house, I realized I couldn't get ready because my mom was. I decided to go and sit down on the bed and wait a while. Finally, after hearing the door open, I claimed my spot right away. Once I was done, I walked out and lay down across the sofa, preventing anyone else from sitting down. They laughed, because it was a lengthened joke from the night before when "playing musical chairs".

They were waiting for one more person, who was fast asleep. The younger kids decided to start opening presents. I was the only one my age. The oldest kid was six, and I'm fourteen. Then were all the adults. So I'm sure you can imagine the fun I had there.

They dig out their stockings, and I ate a chocolate that ad been given to me. By the time we had finished, everyone was gathered in the room. They started with the kids' gifts. They received tons of toys, especially cars. There was one, that was a car and you can put it on the iPad. It's really cool, actually. It's a game I look forward to stealing from my five year old brother.

Then were the adults. I have to admit I was pleased to be included in the adults section. I was the first to get  mine, which I opened happily. It was from my dad. Strong desire gnawing at me, I didn't really care about the wrapping paper. I just threw it aside and stared at what I held in my hands.

The Blu-Ray set of all six Star Wars movies. Considering I am extremely obsessed with Star Wars, this was an awesome present for me. I'd been wanting the set for so long, and now here it was in the best quality you could get.

Later, in the midst of all the other wrappers, I got another one. It was a small box. Being fairly certain it was jewelry, and looking at all the other jewelry people had, I was eager to see how mine looked.

It was these pretty silver earrings with glittering clear stones. I put them on immediately.

After that, we came home.

Merry Chistmas!

Well, as the title speaks on its own, I really have nothing much to say. Merry Christmas, I hope you have a great time tonight.

I really would do something special, like a poem, RR, quickwrite, SOMETHING, but unfortunately, I'm off to a party and am writing this in a rush. Well it's not that unfortunate. We'll be staying there overnight. Which is awesome.

Anyway, maybe tomorrow when I get back I'll do something special, but maybe not. Cause I'll be out of the mood.

I'm probably going to write a lot of pain related stuff, since that's sort of my writing, because honestly the house is boring. I only care for tomorrow morning.

So unless I get extremely interested in random stuff, expect some gory stuff tomorrow. ;)

~Fira

New Quickwrite

I finished reading Breaking Dawn for the second time (I have not seen the movie yet, unfortunately) and have fallen hopelessly in love with Seth Clearwater. (No, I'm joking, but you have to admit he is awesome.) So I decided to write something in his point of view. Oh, and yes, I know I'm due for a Poll Results but I'm putting it off like last time.

Twilight

   I growled under my breath at the sight of Renesme walking around, completely unaware. I was tempted to warn her, but I lost my chance as the she-vampire sprung at her.

   No! I launched myself in front of her, blocking her way so she couldn't hurt Renesme. If Jacob lost her...I didn't want to think about it. He'd probably try to kill himself. Immediately, as she hit me, I felt the same crunch my shoulder and collarbone had made when Bella had hit me. As I collapsed on the ground in pain, I made a mental note to myself to try a different tactic when stopping vampires.

   Clenching my teeth, I pushed myself back up; thankfully the vampire had been surprised enough to freeze long enough for me. I caught a glimpse of Renesme. She looked shocked, then, being the intelligent creature she was, she ran in the direction that Bella and Edward were.

   The vampire seemed to ignore me and took off after her again. I raced after her, then leaped and sent her rolling to the ground. It felt like crashing into cement, but I kept a firm hold on her.

   “You might actually live if you didn't try to fight me,” she hissed as she threw me off easily. Letting a warning growl rumble under my throat, I rose back to my feet, mostly my right, and glared at her. I hoped she got the message, her trying to read a wolf's face, after all.

   Suddenly I heard Embry's voice in my mind. Hey, what's up?

   I let him see the scene through my head. I need help. Fast. And bring as many as you can!

   Sure thing.

   It kind of sucked that I hadn't been able to call on them for help earlier, since they'd all been in human form. I was about to respond to Embry when I was knocked over by the block of cement. My chest exploded in pain as I heard a few cracks.

   I didn't get to push myself back up, because immediately she was crouched beside me, fangs just inches away from my throat. Laying perfectly still, I waited for her voice.

   “You even try to move, and you'll be dead before you can realize.”

   The whole vampire venom being fatal to me kind of sucked too. While humans got immortality, werewolves just had to get death, right? Reaching out to Embry to see how far he was, I felt Leah there with him. Their pace immediately quickened as they witnessed my thoughts.

   The vampire began to slink back, probably hoping I wouldn't be able to tell. I'd have to be fast in getting back up to my feet, she'd have me down in a second again if I didn't attack her first. Gathering my strength, I pushed up with sudden force, and faced her, snarling.

   A smile began to creep across her lips. “I gave you a chance,” she chided, shrugging. Then she lunged at me. I moved out of the way, then swiped her with my paw as hard as I could, almost falling over with my weight on my bad leg.

   She fell to the ground from the impact of my attack. But my luck didn't last long, and soon I felt a few more of my bones break and she crouched by my throat again. By now, I was in no state to attack again. I could only hope that she stalled a little longer with me, so that Renesme would be safe and so Embry and Leah would help me out.

   Leah. She wouldn't bear it if I got hurt. I'm fine, I lied to her in my head. Just come fast.

   She didn't respond to me, but I could feel the panic in her head, like claws raking my fur. We're almost there. Is Renesme safe? Embry told me, when she remained silent.

   To emphasize the fact that help was coming, I heard one howl pierce the air, then another following more hesitantly. The vampire didn't seem to like that. She stiffened and then hissed at me. Then, baring her fangs, she put them to my neck just as Leah leaped on her and kicked her off.

   At first it felt like a normal scratch, like a normal tear of my skin. Then the venom hit my veins and excruciating pain left me screaming and thrashing. Or more like howling and thrashing.

   Jacob, the Alpha's voice popped into my head. What's wrong? He asked immediately.

   I tried to calm down enough so I could at least think and talk to him. A...a vampire attacked Nessie.

   What?! Is she okay? What's going on?

   I think she's fine..she ran in the direction of the cottage. You should go check in on her.

   And you all? What's going on?

   I'm fine, I lied again, this time to Jacob. Embry and Leah are attacking the vampire.

   You're not?

   Well...I may have managed to break a few bones and get venom in me, but otherwise it's all good. The main this is Nessie, remember?

   I could feel Jake's shock pulsing through him as he registered what I just said. Before he could respond though, I spoke again.

   Nessie. Go check in on her. Leah and Embry are here – and trust me, Leah isn't going to take my situation too lightly.

   Fine. But get help if you don't keep it under control.

   Of course, I managed to respond. The pain was too overwhelming, and I knew if Jacob hadn't left then, I would've lost my connection with him anyway.

   A moment later, I heard Leah. Phase back to human. We need to get you over to the Cullens.

   C-can't....”

   Come on, she urged. Phase back or there is nothing we can do.

   Embry was there now. Just focus.

   Gritting my teeth, I pushed myself and imagined I was a human, just walking around. I felt the normal burn while phasing, but it didn't affect me as much now that I had vampire venom circulating through my blood.   Nothing overruled that pain.

   Leah's cold nose nudged me onto Embry's back. Then she flanked him on his right as they ran fast.

~12/23/11